sebelah malam

I’m not the same, or maybe I still am. Rude, crude, and lazy.Along this journey, I've watched countless stars fall and explode.

I’ve become the hypocrite. I’ve become the fool. I’ve become the rigid one.
 this is all just bullshit.

Ada masa kita rasa, ini kebenaran, tapi bila tengok balik, kita rasa ,
Biar Tuhan adilkan jalan ni.

Kau hidup dengan cara kau sendiri, tidak akan aku hendak paksa?

You, me, everyone—we all hope to reach the place we’re meant to be.

Who knows?


* Aku ada dua kawan masa kecil, sama Universe tapi lain episode.Tak pernah aku establish contact bila sudah besar atau tatkala hidup mewah begini bagai. Keduanya telah pergi menghadap Ilahi.

Leaving Normal.

Mereka mencipta bintang lebih awal dari aku.

last time

Who are we making jealous?Everyone Nicole... everyone.

It was a rainy day

I swear, for the longest damn time, this is about as far as I can push it—looking back, thinking it was all some kind of progress or something.

Things change. They always do. The high points, the way we used to live, that goddamn ridiculous drunk kid—I mean, what a riot he was.

Maybe it’s time I shut the book on all of it. Just toss it. Walk into that regular old life we all pretend doesn’t bore us stiff.

No speeches. No hot-shot endings. My full circle spun itself out ages ago, and nobody even clapped.

No more stars. No more coloring the damn sky. And yeah, it’s still raining. Hasn’t really stopped, if I’m being honest.

Maybe all this is my lousy way of saying I’m sorry. I don’t know. Could we?

And hey—if you’re still one of those nuts who looks up at the sky every night, just remember: there’s a bunch of unicorns up there going at it with gummy bears. I’m serious. It’s a goddamn mess.

Congrats

Congratulations on the wedding..finally you settle down ya?...

Friday telling me something

 I used to have a scene with her

hilang

1730hrs.

Aku hilang seorang kawan hari ini.
Dipanggil oleh Ilahi.

"Bungkuskan aku nasi kandar satu"

Sahabat,
Moga kau tenang disana

Colors

Les hommes seront toujours fous; et ceux qui croient les guérir sont les plus fous de la bande - Voltaire.

Sejarah dalam Magic

circa 2007

Boss : Apa you gelak-gelak ? looking at my desk? What?!

Aku : Hehe

Boss : See laa .. when the time comes ...you replacing me..then you will know..

Dalam minggu lepas

Aku : Apa korang sengih-sengih? Charges ni semua siapa nak bayar?

Dua ekor mangkuk berdiri depan aku tersengih macam kambing nak kena hambat.


Karma memang celaka.


2 minit lepas

Aku : Happy Deepavali , boss

ExBoss : Thank you bro


Pundek....